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Ruin

by Eavesdropper

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1.
Overture 00:57
It's like he drove this fast on purpose. Like he really had a purpose. He didn't even try to miss it, said the life left before him he'd never miss it. And then, he left the car through the windshield, facedown in the closest field to the car, but me, remember I was with him so I'm out through the window and into the winter, I'm... damned to lay and rot right here, I am cursed to live amongst all my fears of the end.
2.
Ruin 03:03
Hand out see my broken fingers, my minds upside down and my bones are splintered inside whats left of this hollow shell of the man I once was of the past that I dwell you can find me with my eyes still bleeding from all that ive seen ill stare at the sun just to block it out one moment could you get me on my best side the side that no body sees, the side that gets no light sewn shut no one sees me on the inside thats the part of me thats eating me alive I wouldnt be dissapointed if it all ended today Left alone
3.
TwentySeven 02:27
I'm pessimistic when I look ahead at the future Optimistic when I see the end I'm quick to judge and blind to those that don't see, So please don't pray for me I'm feeling fucking flawless Stand back and watch this 27 lucky number can you feel it I finally understand Raised to think on my own born to die alone Reaching out, 'cause I need it 27 lucky number can you feel it I'm just saying Life's better when you're not worth saving Life's better when you're not worth saving Come close None of what I'm saying gives me hope, I'm losing my mind I'm, I'm... I'm good as dead mother fucker Hearts weak, let me sleep forever Let me lay in the dirt I hope I rot forever
4.
Im always the first when it opens the last when it shuts and i cant live without the bottle cuz my life fuckin sucks six foot nothing born to be disgusting pay my tab and drive my car like it just ain't nothing drink drink till the sun comes up let it sink sink into the back of my mind I keep forgetting that im speaking it tongues that i dont mean what i say that Im ahead of my time over overrated life lifes overrated try to stay sedated life is overrated you know id rather be drinking driving i cant focus with the headlights blinding drinking driving in all my favorite dreams im dying drinking driving
5.
Hornets Hive 02:15
Can't grow a day older without fucking up truth is, rather be damned dying or dead I always wonder where it all went wrong Drill through my hands make me believe these holes in my hands they let me see i cant take back what ive done its far too late for me I cant repent its far to late for me to forgive all that ive done wits end black hole where my head was, body couldnt keep up like my mouth does pray my soul to take whatever helps you sleep at night do you toss do you turn at the thought of the white light pray my soul to take whatever helps you sleep at night saying im wrong doesnt mean that you're right pray my soul to take
6.
You're Dead 03:04
Ten bucks says you can't stand when you hit this punk kids selling pills to the bitches drinking brew with the witches then we all fall asleep in the ditches sarcastic if im honest like i never broke a promise and if you don't want to be healed i am the disease that you wanted still dead like the others, all the kids get buried by their mothers they're d-e-a-d still singing, hold my breath until the clock quits spinning, you're dead Soak the rag and throw the bottle again, i catch my breath and stutter up all my sins like "do you fear the end" because i fear you should he said I need to hold it together, right? because in a while it's going to be all me and my sanity and that can change like the weather and ill be pissing on the world for looking down on me im over it
7.
Below 03:13
Keep it all pent up on the inside why wear what you feel on the outside? i might find peace of mind knowing you dont know mine, I am calm on the cold steel white eyes, flat palms on the car wheel however it ends, let it come soon whats the difference if i take my own life or I wait for this life to take it from me take it from me in the end, what if theres nothing, in the end it will all mean nothing and i im learning to cope with it that when im gone I wont mean anything well i wake up in the morning, spit on my reflection for the world to feel at ease and ive been burning just to feel a connection but my heart doesn't want what my head doesn't need whats it take to feel alive anymore im getting over growing older before i thought i would im living in a nightmare im living in hell 80 feet with the pavement below oh will they care when im gone i guess ill never know
8.
Dust 03:17
I dont feel right my heads too light ive been stretching out my body like my skins too tight can you understand it am i speaking clearly im only here until my soul leaves and my bodys empty everything i touch, dies and turns to dust so please excuse me while im keeping my distance ive been down staying doubted tell me that im long lost and ill never doubt it im not always like this i can clean up well but the mirrors always shattered so i just cant tell everything is skin deep, everything is hopeless lying as you weep, sowing while you protest dying in your sleep everything is skin deep Everyone just wants a way out, how can you blame them? I just wanted to go out with a bang, how can you blame me?

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released October 4, 2015

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